just when i thought that i seriously needed to consult a psychiatrist with regards to my becoming anti-social by the day..came timmi's facebook shout out. facket.

Entertainment

Flash: Eraserheads reunite!

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Yes, it’s confirmed: The Eraserheads are reuniting after many years of being apart, not for good but only for one show slated for Aug. 30 at the CCP Open Grounds.

According to the STAR source, all the original members (photo) are performing — Ely Buendia, Buddy Zabala, Marcus Adoro and Raimund Marasigan.

This piece of good news should make the Eraserheads fans very happy.

Said to be the ‘greatest Pinoy band,’ the Eraserheads will sing all their hit songs, including Alapaap, Toyang and Ang Huling El Bimbo.

So much water, so to speak, has flowed under the bridge since the band broke up years ago.

Ely, who survived a heart attack two years ago, has formed two bands, Mongol (which didn’t last long) and Pupil (still playing).

‘It took one big company to bring the former band members together,’ said the source who is keeping the company’s identity ‘confidential’ for the time being.

Really now, don’t the Eraserheads fans wish that the band would stay together not just for a one-night-only concert but for good...for old time’s sake?— Ricky Lo


Salamat, Timming Maganda at Ricky Lo.



Shet.

:)

oh!

one more thing! angelina jolie gave birth already! to twins! a boy and a girl!!! knox leon and vivienne marcheline! :)

yay!:D

life is beautiful. screw my thesis.;D

so there, right now, i am just plain happy. as i am typing this, being gay and all as i am listening to Leona Lewis' "Bleeding Love", my heart is smiling.

gee, did i miss typing-feeling-being those words --- my heart is smiling.

for truly, right now, hormone-induced or not, i'm just happy, and life, life is beautiful.

Hello, March of 2008!

my Bible bible-love, by the name of "G" will be ever elucidated tomorrow.

*for really, i just wanted to make tangible this moment and this "high" that i am at right now, given that i am yet to accomplsih a truckload.*

Life is beautiful, and to you who's reading this, you have to agree with me, that really, we both have not one bit of that holy right to complain. Not. one. bit.

head on!
the weeks that are to come would have to be one of the hardest and toughest but, I bet my black hair that everything's gonna be alright! with Papa God, on my side...



all the negative energies in the universe to ace: "imma getcha!!!"

ace to all the negative energies in the universe: "ready when you are. bring it on beybeh!"



go.for. gold.
*or dark orange in this case.*

" No man will ever claim you unless he claims you from Me. For I reserved a man for you, who has My heart and loves Me even more than he'll love you. For I won't give you unless he asks you from Me.He's busy for Me, for My kingdom. Soon you will know Him, but in My perfect timing. You are my princess. My daughter. Let no prince claim you unless he asks you from My hand, for I am your father the King of kings. You, My princess, are worth waiting for. I love you. "

-God






I would really love to be bitter but I've been thinking about it and come to think of it, I really-really have no reason to be such.


Screw Hallmark!

Guard, answering the telephone:Hello? Ah yes, for a while. Please hang yourself.

Starlet in an interview: If the odds are against me, then I will against them.

Inday: Kumusta ang libing ng nanay mo?

Starlet: Successful naman po.

***

Army officer to cadet:

O:Do you know why I ask you to stand?

C:No, sir.

O:Ok, why? (anlabo!)

Teacher to students: Baka gusto nyong ibilad ko kayo
sa covered courts.

Teacher: Class, I want you to watch sex scenes.

Class: What?! Teacher!

Teacher: Whats wrong? Its a beautiful
film starring
Bros Welles! (Bruce Willis)

Class: Aah, Sixth Sense!

Sa isang examination:

Student: Mam, pwedeng gumamit ng liquid paper?

Teacher: Ang kulit naman! Sinabi nangpad paper lang eh.

A reporter interviews a politician about the Philippine economy.

Politician says:
Talagang mahirap ang buhay natin ngayon. Pero slow by slow, we will success.

Teacher: Sorry, class. I'm late. My mother died three years ago. And now shes dead.

Heard in a fastfood chain:

Yaya: Mam, gusto po ni Mark ng
KIDNEY MEAL!

Teacher: What is ur name?

Student: Dell.

In a restaurant:

Waiter: Sir, How do you want your egg?

Customer: Side in, side out.

Mom interviews her daughters suitor:

Mom: Whats your course?

Suitor: Geo po (for geology).

Mom: Ahhh Geo-rnalism. Ok yan.

Guy to Girl: I love you. This is not a ball.

***

Teacher to students: Okay, form two straight circles and find your height alphabetically!

Teacher to students: Okay class, its time to go home.Form a line and pass out slowly.

Angry teacher to student: I want you to bring your father and your mother, especially your
parents, understood?! Bring them tomorrow in front of me, right here, right now!

Emcee, in a party: The next song is the favorite song of my best friend, and neither do I!

Posted in an establishment: None ID, nothing entry.

Teacher: Oy, magdala kayo ng chip
ahoy a.

Student: Miss may "s" yon

Teacher: A, sorry. Chip ahoys!

***

Friend 1: Am I raining outside?

Friend 2: Not yet. Sprinkle only.

In an awards night, presentor goes: And the winner for Best Comedy Show is Okay Ka, Pare Ko! of IBS Channel 13.

Alma Moreno, in her show introduces Nora Aunor who
comes in late:
Finally, please welcome, the late Nora Aunor.

GIRLS FILL OUT THE TOP.
GUYS FILL OUT THE BOTTOM.
POST IT UP SO WE SEE WHAT'S UP. *err?*
REPOST WITH THE TITLE.
<s>"WHAT TURNS ME ON/OFF".</s>


i'm royally bored that's why. and i think it's fun!
got this from Chum.





FOR GIRLS - About guys;
ON,
OFF,
or DC(Don't care):


Is taller than you: ON!
Is shorter than you: off..? wala pa kong 4'11, so, kung sino man mas maliit sa'kin? it's either grade 2 o si Dagul...eh..alam ko may asawa na si Dagul at pamilyado...so...off.
Wears braces: dc...
Has blue eyes: dc!
Has hazel eyes: dc...
Drinks alcohol too much: Off with a capital O.
Smokes: O-F-F. The only guy who smokes that I'll ever love would have to be my Dad. And yeah, it's weird. But I have to give it up to my Dad for he's really trying....me thinks.
Plays sports: ermn...dc. sports is so gay...haha..at a certain degree!
Smiles a lot: panong a lot? as in...disturbingly a lot? haha! kung disturbingly a lot..ermn..baka may sapi na yun or something..if yung pa-cute-teeny-bopper-omg-nakakakilig-level...i'd have to say..HON!!
Calls you just to say Hi!: ay ON!!!!!!!
Compliments you: oo...nakakahiya. pero once in a while, a girl will really need that so..on...
Good dancer: dc...
Wears jewelry: ermn...panung? ermn. not unless he's my tito and my tito happens to be working at Saudi and so...i'd have to say off. even the blingy-bling type, it's so over rated...me actually thinks it's gay.
Smiles when you walk in the room: ay-ay-ay! ON yan!!!! *tawang pang goons* i hate it! i'm kinikilig right now! haha! on the hind side..baka nakakatawa na rin lang talaga ko..so..nalito na lang ako bigla...
Has brown hair: dc...
Has Black hair: errr....
Has blonde hair: if he isn't blonde and he isn't RA Rivera, then it's off.
Makeup: are we still talking bout a guy here?! haha...off naman noh! ewan ko sa'yong tanong ka! not unless mag pa pa grad pic sya?! haha! ok...basta...off! anu bah! kalurkey!
Can make you laugh at any given
moment: SUPER ON.
Loyal: alam mo na yan! haha! ON!
Plays guitar: nakakakilig if he does but if he doesn't...eh anung magagawa ko?! kaya...ok..on.
Plays drums: dc...on?!
Sing: ermn...on? akshali...dc. ako na lang kakanta sa kanya -- para mag kasiraan na ng buhay! BWAHAHAHAHAHAH!
He's buff (muscles): i know it's so immature...pero sorry naman, i'm immature like that..pero, off sa'kin ito. nakakatakot. parang lagi silang galit. at matapang..at ang over rated na paminsan, it's bordering to gay.
He can draw: pasok! ON!
Easily jealous: ermn...on? off? i dunno! haha! babae ba ko?! parang sa mga totoong babae lang tong tanong na ito..at. ayokong mag-ma-feeling. haha. pero...yung scary-level easily jealous? off. sorry naman...biglang naisip ko si Richard Gomez na hinahabol si Maricel Soriano na may dala-dalang itak...i think it's off.... *i think the movie's Dahas?*
Doesn't eat meat: on! halika! hawahan mo ko! haha!
Doesn't eat vegetable: off..i think...
Has a tattoo: depende kung ano at saan...kumusta naman yung dragon sa noo, o agilang lumilipad at technicolor pa sa pisngi...baka mapag kamalan na lang syang magagalitin..pero..ok..ang non-sense ko, generally..no. off.
Has a lip ring: i dunno how to react...normal-normalan ba ito? kasi kung tipong makikita mo sya everyday at tititigan for the rest of your life, hindi kaya nakakasakit na din sa kanya at sa'yo na rin na kada tinititigan mo sya..ay..may parang sakit at hapdi at pagtatanong kung masakit ba ang kanyang labi na nararamdaman? off? off.
Has tongue ring: *nag iisip*  off..well, depende na lang kung  mabait sya. kung mabait sya talaga at na-bore lang...then..sige na nga...dc...pero..off talaga eh..
Honest and open: on.
Goes to church:ON.



and because i'm bored...sasagadin ko na ang pag-re-react.






FOR GUYS - About girls:
ON,
OFF
or DC (don't care)

*ok lang yan. may bigote naman ako.*

dresses like a grandma: what if malalamigin naman pala si ate? what if...taga-Baguio sya! dun na sya lumaki! at...what if...ok...i think over naman yung "grandma" factor at feeling ko, sa tv na lang meron nun ngayon at pag gusto naman talaga ng guy, kahit balutin mo pa yan sa bubuyog, go pa din!
plays musical instrument: i think this is on...
is shorter than you: on to..feeling ko...
same height as you: ox lang siguro...
is taller than you: some guys i know, ayaw sa matatangkad..buti na lang 2'3 ako.
has green eyes:...
blue eyes: ...
has brown eyes: ...
has long hair: i think karamihan on..
has med. hair: med?! medical?! mapang gamot?! herbal?! ermn. ok. ang OA ko. feeling ko wala namang pakelam guys sa buhok..mas marami nga lang yung gusto mahaba..oh well..kanya kanya naman taste yan..
has short hair: depende..
drinks alcohol: depende sa lalake..
smokes cigs: ...
smokes weed: ...
wears glasses: ....
has blonde hair: *ok. i give up.*
has brown hair:
has red hair:
works out:
smiles:
calls you just to say hi:
creative:
compliments you:
shaves her legs:
wears jewelry:
has bigger feet than you:
has smaller feet than you:
smiles when you walk into the room:
belly piercings:
virgin:
doesn't party:
likes to party:
laughs a lot:
pierced ears:
pierced anything else:
tattoos:
honest and open:
goes to church:





ANG HIRAP PALA MAG-PASOK NG ISIP NG LALAKE. AT LEAST, BABAE PA DIN PALA TALAGA KO.

*on my life at least.*

of course i've been wanting to write for only, take note, only pent-up blogging drives can really get me to actually blog. hi blog! i missed you. well..not really. but, yeah. me missed you.

so...what now? i've been blog-hopping for an hour or two now and it's, well, i've long known that, but yeah, it's only now that i realized that my thoughts aren't really organized, that i'm incoherent and that...i make no sense at all. haha! for real.

ok. for real. i've been ever in love and making love and smooching and petting and necking with the words "for real" ever so lately. with a question mark of course. not that it made sense that i mentioned that i mention it with a question mark.

.....

ok.

so yeah. i've been ever friends with the words for and real with a question mark.

you say something stupid, i go.." for real?"
you say something funny, i go...."hahahahahahah! for real?"
you mention a gossip or two, i go.."for real?"
you ask me if i'm hungry,i go..."for real?"

and 99% of the time, people would go like, "yeah, for real."

and one of the most hilarious and stupidestestiest and just plain awkward "for real?" moment that i had was just two days ago.

i was yeah...playing Diner Dash at around 3'oclock in the afternoon on a lazy-lazy thursday when one of my bestfriends called..


me:hello?
beautiful-best-friend-that-i-love-so-much-she's-unfortunate-that-she-has-a-ditzy-friend-like-me: hello friend!
me: oi friend hello! oi!
her: may ginagawa ka ba?
me: wala naman why? teka! oi!
her: oh bakit?
me: yun nga! naka-pag pa flu shot ka na ba! may meningo outbreak!
her: oh? ah...
me: oo! flu shot na!
her: oh...ah i see..
me:honga! go flu shot!
her: ah ok..oh teka..friend...can i ask you a favor?
me: oh shoot!
her: pede umutang?
me: for real?


yes. i'm just stupid like that.

moving along. i wanna update on my currents for i wanna look back at this post years from now and smile at how corny and definitely unworthy of the internet i are.

current addiction: anything related to meningococcemia, flu shots, vitamins, health.
current LSS: colbie's "if you just realize, what i just realized, then we'd be perfect for each other and we'll never find another. just realize, what i just realized we'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now..." mola, it's your fault.
current hobby: cyber jacksoning. as in. haha. days like this just makes me sooooo thankful that my boyfriend is rather imaginary. haha. hay-hay. jacksoning is fierce. jacksoning is .
current imaginary-boyfriend: Justin Long. Yes, the guy from Jeepers Creepers who eventually turned out to become a boomerang. Proved him good for he's now Drew Barrymore's bey-be and, yeah, he's the "Mac Guy."


current advocacy: Turtles - Philippine Pond Turtles at that.
current favorite quote: "No one is luckier than me." -Eddie Falco, 2007 SAG Awards
current movie in mind: 28 Days.
current interest: meningococcemia.
current doubt: myself? *shy*t. ang emo. haha.*
current favorite food: Dewberry - Strawberry n' Cream.

*ok. you know what's a delight and a perfect obese material? 4:30 am and your Dad arrived from the airport and he has some hot mashed potatoeses, mushroom soupeesesesss and fried chickeneseseseses from KFC. and that just happened and now i'm out of sync again..T_T*

current beverage: C2 Lemon.
current attire: San Bartolome Orange Fiesta shirt and some sleezy faded Orange shorts. still...if you'll dig deep within, you'll find traces of my menigococcemia fascination.
current fancy: Ryugyong Hotel. Check it out at Ryugyong.org. Haha! I own a piece of it, bey-beh! haha!
current appliance: stapler?
current favorite color: rainbow. *haha!*
current inspiration: Aga Mulach?
current crush: ermn...too many to mention! haha!

*Earth to Ace: eh kung batukan kaya kita?*

current love song: Kapag Tumibok Ang Puso - Donna Cruz
current coffee: I don't drink coffee..
current eye: HA?
current book: ok...ermn...Cat's Meow?
current davila: HA?
current has run out of words.



ermn. i just finished watching my imaginary boyfriend's Mac ads.i feel sorta sleepy already. but i can't for i've just eaten an adult cow's worth of food.



i think i'm ok. haha.


for real?


for real.
 

THIS IS URGENT. Please-please-please have a Flu Shot. Not at the University Health Service (Infirmary) for the boy who's suspected of having meningococcus, is confined there.

Flu Shot, everyone. Flu Shot. AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.


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Meningococcemia is the presence of Neisseria meningitidis (also known as meningococcus), a severe bacterical infection, in the blood stream. It is demonstrated by blood culture.

The disease is hard to identify as it can appear in several different forms, depending on which part of the body the bacteria invade. There can be meningitis or septicaemia, or a combination of both.

Most cases of meningococcal meningitis occur in children. Early recognition and treatment of anyone exposed to meningococcus is extremely important to prevent serious illness or death. In cases of serious infection, sufferers may have to have limbs amputated as infected flesh dies off and may otherwise spread gangrene.

Symptoms

According to research, these are typical symptoms of infection. Not all of these symptoms will appear, and not necessarily in this order. Every child with purpuric rash and high fever should be treated as meningococcemia - until proven otherwise.

• Rash, pinpoint red spots (petechiae)
• High fever
• Severe headache
• Severe malaise
• Nausea and vomiting
• Stiff neck
• Sensitivity to light (photophobia)
• Mental status changes

Prevention

Although a vaccine is available for meningococcus, it is still difficult at this time to produce a vaccine for the type B organism, the most common one in the United States. Because of this and the short time that the vaccine seems to offer protection, the product has not been routinely used in the United States. It can be used for travelers going to areas where meningococcal disease is more common or is epidemic. Recently, the vaccine has been suggested for use in incoming college freshman, particularly those living in dormitories. These students appear to have a somewhat higher risk of meningococcal infections.

It is, however, recommended that all people take certain antibiotics if they have had contact (like at home or in a daycare) with a person who has meningococcal infection. The most common antibiotics given are rifampin (Rifadin) or ciprofloxacin (Cipro). These medicines are usually taken by mouth twice a day for two days. This treatment will decrease the risk of infection in these people who have been exposed. However, the overall risk to people who have been exposed, even without antibiotic use, is probably no more than 1-2%.

P.S.

One teaspoon of sugar can bring the immune system down for up to 6 hours. So yeah, go figure.

Note: Got this from an e-mail sent by a lovely gay-gay-gay friend, some words may be extremely harsh and explicit but I really had fun reading it.And besides, I'm twice a decade *plus 365 days* old! Give me a slack! HAHA! PROGAY!

ENJOY!




48 years
- anything to establish length of time ... na sobrang tagal na, naiinip ka na o namumutla na mata mo at gusto mo nang patayin yung hinihintay mo
 
aida gonzalez / aida borda
- ang kinatatakutang AIDS virus
 
adiquate / adiktus
- mga sumisinghot o nagtuturok ng illegal na droga; applicable din sa mga mukha lang talagang adik
 
anda / anjus / andalei
- lahat tayo gusto nito ... pera, limpak limpak na pera
 
akez / akechi / akechiwara / atashi
- katumbas ng pronoun na "ako" 
 
anek-anek
- equivalent ng "anu-ano"
 
anufaflu
- binaklang "anu pa ba?"
 
ar-ar herrera
- walang koneksyon sa dating host ng "eh kasi bata;" tawag sa mga nag-iinarteng wala naman tamang sa lugar
 
aura / aurora sevilla
- umaali-aligid o nagpapapansin sa crush
 
award / award-winning
- na-sermonan or napagsabihan
 
balay / balay-china
- gay term for bahay
 
balaj / balahura
- nakalimot ng kanilang urbanidad
 
barda
- malaki at matangkad; pwedeng comliment, ok lang din kung hindi; short for bardagul
 
bangenge
- lasing o senglot to the max, as in ibang level
 
bayonic / bayaz / tek tek
- masturbate
 
bilat / bilat-chi / salot / babaitan
- ang tunay na salot sa buhay ng mga bakla, ang kompitensiya ... walang iba kundi ang mga babae
 
bitter ocampo / bitterness
- walang konek sa ex ni tin tin hermosa; tawag sa taong nagda-drama, nag si-sentimiento at halos makapatay ng kapwa sa bitterness
 
beauty card
- katumbas ng pogi-points; pag ginamit ang charm para makarating o makuha ang pinakaasam-asam, china-charge ito sa beauty card
 
beau-con
- short for beauty contest; general term ito, mapa-miss gay o pang baryong pageant
 
bobita peron
- isang taong bobo, tanga, inutil ... bobo
 
bona / bonamhin
- anal sex ... prangkahan na 'to
 
boogie / boogie wonderland
- nakakapagod pero hindi ito yung sayaw, masakit sa katawan dahil bubugan ito
 
book / booking
- lakad o date with a guy; pwedeng mauwi sa sex ito
 
borlogs
- katumbas ng salitang "tulog"
 
bumburumbei / boom boom
- hindi basta-basta pimples ... hindi na mabilang na pimples
 
byongkangan / kangkangan
- anal sex na walang humpay
 
chabilita
- mga chubby but cute; pwede gamitin sa mga ordinaryong chubby kahit hindi cute, pero wag mashadong abusuhin
 
chakka / chapter / chaka khan
- "panget" ang ibig ipakahulugan nito; kung hindi mo alam 'to, ikaw ang chakka
 
chorvah
- maraming ibig sabihin; pwedeng hindi lang maalala yung sasabihin niya kaya sinabi na lang niyang "chorva;" pwede ring tumutukoy sa sex; o kaya naman tawag mo sa jowa mo
 
constru / constructicons
- ang mga taong tumutulong sa pag-gawa ng mga infrastraktura; collective term para sa mga carpentero at mason na minsan masarap pagpantasyahan ... depende yan sa trip mo
 
cryola
- iyak ... kahit wala namang dahilan, qualified pa din yung term
 
daks / dakelya / dakas / biggee-a-note-a
- malaking kargada ng lalaki; walang definite measurement kung ano ang katumbas ng daks, pero pag naluha ka, yun na yon
 
deadlak
- patay na ... pantukoy sa mga totoong patay na o kaya walang ulirat
 
dilimgenic
- gwapo lang sa kadiliman
 
donna cruz
- tawag sa ulan ... "rain gently falls whenever we say goodbye ..."
 
EB
- abbreviation ng eye bol; eyebol ang tawag pag sa simula pa lang ang usapan ay magkikita lang para magchikahan, magkape o magtirintasan ng buhok
 
eching/ echos
- _expression, pwede ring tawag sa mga taong nagwa-1-2-3 o literal na nangloloko ... as in talaga, hindi ako nange-eching
 
eklipany / eklips
- inaantok o tulog
 
eksenadora
- papansin, walang pinipiling kasarian; kung papansin, papansin talaga
 
effect / effectionate
- gwapo; as in lilingon-ako-bakit-hindi gwapo; or an _expression of approval
 
ermingard
- a term for security guards
 
foundation day
- araw kung kailan nag foundation ka ng walang salamin at hindi pantay  o mashadong makapal ang pagkaka-apply; in short nag foundation ka para gumanda, pero hindi ito halata
 
funda
- pressed powder o kaya foundation
 
gardan angel / gardo versosa
- security guard
 
ganda lang
- see beauty card
 
gelay
- another term for babae, totoong babae
 
getlak / getching
- kuhanin ang isang bagay
 
gandara parks
- isang magandang babae at mini-mean mo yun
 
girafeeeee / majirap
- less fortunate induvidual
 
hada / hadju
- the act of giving someone a blow job
 
haggard / haggardness
- pagod na pagod na itsura, nanunuyong balat at parang nagahasa ka ng 20 panget na lalaki; basically, pagod na pagod at wala sa party mood
 
hanashi
- general term for comment, pwedeng maganda o panlalait; most of the time yung ikalawa yon
 
hairlalu / herlilet
- pwedeng literal na buhok o yung humahaba pag nagmamaganda ka
 
imbey / imbyerna
- feeling na irita o inis towards something o someone
 
indiana jones
- siyang walang awang nagpapa-asa na pupunta pero hindi sisipot
 
incrimin / incri / fayattola
- sobrang payat, matamlay at mukhang sakitin
 
isda
- mga jologs na bagets na ruma-rampa sa mga plaza at nagpapa-hada
 
ispluk
- another term for chikka o sabi; most of the times ginagamit pag tsinitsismis mong may sinabi/inispluk na masama si kumare, parang ganon
 
jackson
-kalandian o yung taong nilalandi mo
 
jerbaks
- shit ... tae; or to shit ... pagtae (baho ...)
 
jiritation
- irita o irritated, kahit alin lang sa dalawa ... kung gahaman ka, pwede rin pareho
 
jolina / jolina magdangal
- pwedeng katumbas ng tanong na "uwi ka na?" o kaya "tuli ka na?"
 
jologinding
- mga batang baklang jologs
 
jowa / bowa / bufra / asawa
- boyfriend o lover, pwedeng siryosohan o hindi
 
jubis
- mataba to the point na obese na;  pwede ring general term for taba o mataba
 
julie yap daza
- mahuling may ginagawang kwestiyunable o mabaggansiya; pwede ring gamitin pag gusto mo nang umuwi
 
junanis
- an-an, pwede sa mukha o sa likod
 
kabog
- as in talbog lahat
 
karir / kape
- liniligawan o sinusuyong lalaki; pwede ring tawag pag over ka sa pagka-siryoso sa ginagawa mo ... parang tong diksyunaryong 'to, kinakarir ko
 
karu / kariret
- kotse o auto
 
kemerkemerlou
- wala lang, pandagdag pag hindi mo na alam ang sasabihin mo
 
khebs / khebber / khebang
- dead ka lang at walang pakialam
 
knowings
- alam ko na yan
 
kwala lumpoor / skwala / skwala lumpoor
- mahirap na nilalang
 
kuping / kopas
- another term for blow job
 
kurek
- meaning "tama ka diyan!"
 
kyoho / kyawti
- mabaho ... ipagsigawan mo talaga, para mas effect
 
kyolibash
- ang official sports ng mga bakla ... volleyball
 
lafang / lapokstra / laps
- pagkain o akto ng pagkain, pwedeng tumukoy sa totoong pagkain o isang bahagi ng katawan ng tao
 
lulurki / duduki
- another term for lalaki
 
luz viminda / luz clarita / lucita soriano
- loss o talo
 
matus / mating
- mag nakaw; kuhanin nang walang paalam ...
 
matingera / watingera
- magnanakaw
 
mr clean
- tawag sa bakla o taong nagmamalinis; pwedeng idugtong at kantahin ang karugtong na mga linya "... mahal ka namin."
 
magic / tiburcio / tiboli / patis tesoro
- our female counterpart ... mga tomboy
 
mermaid / mayda fatale
- katulong o house help
 
maderaka / mudra / mujai
- ang tawag mo sa ermat
 
maganda / nagmamaganda
- tawag mo sa kahit sinong umeeksena o nagmamarunong
 
motokiya
- motorcycle
 
nomo / nomohan
-inom o inuman o lasingan
 
nyostises
- pustiso
 
ohm / hombre / hombash
- more popular term for lalaki, regardless kung gwapo o hindi
 
onda / shonda / tanders / tanderbolt and lighnint very very frightening
- mga senior citizens
 
ostrich
-mayaman
 
pa-mhin / paminta / pamintang durog
- mga baklang obvious na bakla pero nagkukunwaring straight
 
pang-rampa
- meaning trophy boyfriend
 
pang-kama
- mga jowang pang sex lang
 
pa-pampam
- papansin o nagpapapansin
 
pa-pay
- mga papang nagpapabayad
 
pasarap
- mga lalaking intentionally o unintentionally na mapang-akit at mapanukso
 
pasok
- meaning acceptable ang punchline o bumenta ang idea
 
pujai / pudra / paderaka
- tawag mo sa erpat mo
 
purita mirasol / purez / purita magdalena
- mga below poverty line o nag-iinarte kang walang pera; pwede ring pantukoy sa mga taong nagkukuripot
 
rampadora
- rampa nang rampa
 
ricah
- mayaman; pero hindi lahat ng mapera, reserved for people na maganda na mayaman pa
 
s'mellani marquez
- signal para amuyin mo ang isang nilalang kung may putok ba ito o kung puka rin ang hasang niya
 
SEB
- short for sex eye bol; pag ang eyebol e nauwi sa kama, o kaya dahil makakati kayo yun na agad napag-usapan, e nagiging SEB ang EB
 
service / nyerbis
- pag ang bakla ay nagpa-blow job
 
shala
- general term for sosyal, minsan kahit hindi nababagay ... kaplastikan lang, ganon; pwede ring positive _expression
 
shomodstra / shomod / taho
- short for "tamod extract"; refers to semen, ano ba?!!
 
sight
- nakita mo o nag-uutos kang tignan nila
 
siyano
-probinsiyano: sa isip, sa salita at sa punto
 
silantro / bi / bulate / silam
- mga silahis o bi-sexual
 
sisteraka / sisteret / ati / ning
- kaibigang bakla o at least babaeng bakla
 
slovak / slovakia / slovak republic
- mga mababagal pumick-up
 
sunshine cruz / shine shine cruz
- umaga o kaya paumaga na
 
tagilidgenic
- gwapo lang sideways
 
talak
- mga putak, walang humpay na panenermon, pamumuna and/or pagrereklamo
 
talakitok
- mga mahihilig tumalak
 
talikodgenic
- gwapo lang pag nakatalikod
 
taruzh
- _expression equivalent ng "TARAY!"
 
tegi
- synonimous sa salitang patay
 
telag / shelag
- tinitigasan; tumatayo ang nota
 
tiis-ganda
- type of fashion sense wherein dead ma ka kung masakit, basta maganda sayo ex. masikip na sapatos at hindi na dumadaloy ang dugo sa bandang ibaba o manipis na damit at ginaw na ginaw ka na
 
TODA / paTODA
- mga tricycle driver; may mangilan-ngilan kasing gwapo talaga at hindi nababagay bumiyahe
 
warla
- away o pantukoy sa taong galit
 
warlatik
-taong mahilig makipag-away o kaya violent na
 
wirishima / wit / wiz / wa
- term of negation
 
wishing
- another term of negation

sadness.

NEW YORK - Heath Ledger, the talented 28-year-old actor who gravitated toward dark, brooding roles that defied his leading-man looks, was found dead Tuesday in a Manhattan apartment, face-down and naked at the foot of his bed with prescription sleeping pills nearby, police said.

There was no obvious indication that the Australian-born Ledger had committed suicide, NYPD spokesman Paul Browne said.

Ledger had an appointment for a massage at the SoHo apartment that is believed to be the home of the "Brokeback Mountain" actor, Browne said. The massage therapist and a housekeeper found his naked body in the bed at about 3:30 p.m. They tried to revive him, but he was already dead.

"We are all deeply saddened and shocked by this accident," Ledger's publicist, Mara Buxbaum, said in a statement Tuesday night. "This is an extremely difficult time for his loved ones and we are asking the media to please respect the family's privacy and avoid speculation until the facts are known."

Outside the building on an upscale street, paparazzi and gawkers gathered, and several police officers put up barricades to control the crowd of about 300. Onlookers craned their necks as officers brought out a black body bag on a gurney, took it across the sidewalk and put it into a white medical examiner's office van.

As the door opened, bystanders snapped pictures with camera phones, rolled video, and said, "He's coming out!"

An autopsy was planned for Wednesday, medical examiner's office spokeswoman Ellen Borakove said.

While not a marquee movie star, Ledger was an award-winning actor who chose his roles carefully rather than cashing in on big-money parts. He was nominated for an Oscar for his performance as a gay cowboy in "Brokeback Mountain," where he met Michelle Williams, who played his wife in the film. The two had a daughter, now 2-year-old Matilda, and lived together in Brooklyn until they split up last year.

It was a shocking and unforeseen conclusion for one of Hollywood's bright young stars. Though his leading man looks propelled him to early stardom in films like "10 Things I Hate About You" and "A Knight's Tale," his career took a notable turn toward dramatic and brooding roles with 2001's "Monster's Ball."

"I had such great hope for him," said Mel Gibson, who played Ledger's vengeful father in "The Patriot," in a statement. "He was just taking off and to lose his life at such a young age is a tragic loss."

Ledger eschewed Hollywood glitz in favor of a bohemian life in Brooklyn, where he was one of the borough's most famous residents. "Brokeback" would be his breakthrough role, establishing him as one of his generation's finest talents and an actor willing to take risks.

Ledger began to gravitate more toward independent fare, including Lasse Hallstrom's "Casanova" and Terry Gilliam's "The Brothers Grimm," both released in 2005. His 2006 film "Candy" now seems destined to have an especially haunting quality: In a particularly realistic performance, Ledger played a poet wrestling with a heroin addiction along with his girlfriend, played by Abbie Cornish.

But Ledger's most recent choices were arguably the boldest yet: He costarred in "I'm Not There," in which he played one of the many incarnations of Bob Dylan ƒƒ‚‚ as did Cate Blanchett, whose performance in that film earned an Oscar nomination Tuesday for best supporting actress.

And in what may be his final finished performance, Ledger proved that he wouldn't be intimidated by taking on a character as iconic as Jack Nicholson's Joker. Ledger's version of the "Batman" villain, glimpsed in early teaser trailers, made it clear that his Joker would be more depraved and dark.

Curiosity about Ledger's final performance will likely stoke further interest in the summer blockbuster. "Dark Knight" director Christopher Nolan said earlier this month that Ledger's Joker would be wildly different from Nicholson's.

"It was a very great challenge for Heath," Nolan said. "He's extremely original, extremely frightening, tremendously edgy. A very young character, a very anarchic presence that taps into a lot of our basic fears and panic."

Ledger told The New York Times in a November interview that he "stressed out a little too much" during the Dylan film, and had trouble sleeping while portraying the Joker, whom he called a "psychopathic, mass-murdering, schizophrenic clown with zero empathy."

"Last week I probably slept an average of two hours a night," Ledger told the newspaper. "I couldn't stop thinking. My body was exhausted, and my mind was still going." He said he took two Ambien pills, which only worked for an hour, the paper said.

Ledger was a widely recognized figure in his Manhattan neighborhood, where he used to shop at a home and children's store. Michelle Vella, an employee there, said she had frequently seen Ledger with his daughter ƒƒ‚‚ carrying the toddler on his shoulders, or having ice cream with her.

"It's so sad. They were really close," said Vella. "He's a very down-to-earth guy and an amazing father."

Before settling down with Williams, Ledger had relationships with actresses Heather Graham and Naomi Watts. He met Watts while working on "The Lords of Dogtown," a fictionalized version of a cult classic skateboarding documentary, in 2004.

Ledger was born in 1979 in Perth, in western Australia, to a mining engineer and a French teacher, and got his first acting role playing Peter Pan at age 10 at a local theater company. He began acting in independent films as a 16-year-old in Sydney and played a cyclist hoping to land a spot on an Olympic team in a 1996 television show, "Seat."

After several independent films, Ledger moved to Los Angeles at age 19 and costarred opposite Julia Stiles in "10 Things I Hate About You." Offers for other teen flicks soon came his way, but Ledger turned them down, preferring to remain idle than sign on for projects he didn't like.

"It wasn't a hard decision for me," Ledger told the Associated Press in 2001. "It was hard for everyone else around me to understand. Agents were like, 'You're crazy,' my parents were like, 'Come on, you have to eat.'"

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Associated Press Writer Sara Kugler contributed to this report.

Or is a mouse different from a rat?

Or it's just a "kurikong vs. allergy" sort of thing?

Anyhow.

I think I read too much Horoscopes. Horoscopes....are really not good for you.  Really. And last night I was watching Bandila and all the fuzz about Chinese gems, and rat-designed calendars with Buddha's lively belly are at rage and I just felt like those stuffs really don't work for me anymore. *Or maybe, this is just the grossness that I fellt over the hairy rat?* Wow. I think I'm maturing. I mean, come on. For a while I was so hooked on stuffs as such, I even had myself mail-listed at firepig.com. But tonight, I felt like those stuffs really don't work for me. I dunno. I'm not really sure if I am just in a transcient or what, BUT, I think...it has something to do with my coming of age...I dunno. You see, been having my loadsome of holiday vay-kay movies and I opted to watch some more a while ago and I realized that the bright-eyed hopeless romantic in me is diminishing. I think....I think I'm maturing.


Heck, I used to love Runaway Bride *so much* that back in High School, we were asked to make a film review on Tanging Yaman and Tanging Yaman alone on a very strict note AND YET, I still passed a paper regarding Runaway Bride. I got an 88. I remember it too well for even if I didn't get that much of a high grade it felt so good for I felt so....strong? haha! Liberated? Haha! It felt so good for I did something that I really wanted to do and my teacher did not fail my fat ass. Hi, Mrs. Asuncion! Ni hao ma! *I've heard that she's now in China..* I know I'm suppose to make a point here but what I'm saying is...I used to "hard-headedly" lurve love stories and evarrything in its universe but now, I don't feel such same immense feeling anymore... I watched Runaway Bride and I didn't feel so kilig and so affected... I'm maturing!

Anyhow...
Have a fabulous New Year y'all!



P.S.
To everyone who greeted me during Christmas and are still greeting at my Globe number: Maraming, maraming salamat!
Wala kong load eh...haha!
Sa multiply na lang ako bumati!
Mahal ko kayong lahat forevermore.

Four days before my 21st birthday, I realized that I really haven't been thinking for the past 20 years of my life. Really.

As corny as it may sound I believe I'm crossing the "crossroads" already. I think I've mentioned it before and it's about time that I really reflect on it. About time that I really eat it...digest I mean, or whatever possible manner that could stress the fact that I'm planning to face the changes and everything that goes with it, head on.

Actually, life's really been good. Life's been ever-giving and ever-blessing to such a lost child like me. As lukaret as it may sound, I really think I lost myself during my past four years in college. Ever familiar of that part on movies or stories or novels when one person reaches that I-wanna-be-good-I'm-gonna-be-the-best-that-I-can-be-I-will-change-my-life-right-about-now? Think...past alcoholics sharing their victor over the addiction on Oprah? Well. I think I'm having that right about now. 

You know one of the good things with blogs and the internet? Well, IMHO at least. You know that feeling of wanting to vent out all your emotions & yet you don't want anyody to hear it or know about it but on the back of your mind and at the deep-deep-deepest of your heart, you know that you really do want them to be well-aware of it?

Well. I'm a psychopath. And at instances like this, writing down my psychedelic thoughts is quite a help.

OK. I lost my train of thoughts. I'm already thinking of so many stuffs already. One being the fact that I might have ADHD. *Actually, I believe I already do, I mean, I believe I really have one...but, AYONNO.* Ermn. Also. Quite related to my ADHD issue...is the fact that I am having such a whimpy pathetic dillema regarding my uber reacting self! Why is it that I always have something to say?!  I mean, why is it...that...whenever I'm presented with something or facing any kind of situation... I feel like I'm always compelled to react?! Why can't I just say a blunt "Ok.." or be a plain NR-bitch? Man...do I really have ADHD.

Anyhow, I just really felt like writing and voicing my heart out. It's just pretty weird that I can write about 100 letters in a minute or two and yet, I still don't get to free myself from filtering what I really want to tell you.


I love my page's new layout. Lurve. Really.





I'm a cheater. I cheated my way into love. Hence, I ended up feeling miserable having ended up with a half-baked one.





and regarding Patayin sa Sindak si Barbara. I love Kris Aquino. I really do. My love for her is of no question. Heck, I once wanted to buy her magazine just that I didn't have money to waste at that given time.
Anyhow, what is up with her?! What is so up with her acting? What is so up with everyone telling her that she improved in acting?! Maybe she did like..ok...an ounce or so but not enough for everyone to really go on and uber sensationalize it, if they could build a monument of her wonderfully scared face somewhere, maybe they would... OK. Exaj. BUT. Heck, I watched both Feng Shui and Sukob and it was scary but heck, she can't even act properly scared at all. -_-


but...I love Kris. really. She interests me a lot. I support her all the way and I will be watching Patayin sa Sindak si Barbara for I know it'd be a lot of fun. Kris Aquino. Acting. Fun!

Sometimes, you don't really get to realize and/or appreciate stuffs not unless they're/it's James Younghusband.


haha! CHAR! no...seriously now. haha! ermn. yeah.

haha! lookey-lookey what i found at sir ra's album just nanosecs ago!XD
*hi, sir ra!XD*


can see it? can you see that tiny-tiny lil piece of happiness? haha! i know that i really shouldn't be making a big fuss out of it but i feel like it and it's only now that the thanksgiving spirit is donning it's spirit on me. haha!  my sugar potato! isn't sweeeeeet????

haha! i'm so-so-so happy and ever-smiley and uber touched! haha!

i couldn't contain myself that's why! HAHA! i couldn't get over the fact that it's been time immemorial since i started consuming Yakult, AND, i'm turning 21, twenty-three days from now and it's only now, that i get to notice that Yakult, indeed becomes extra sweet and super so much of a cute-happy-something in this planet during Christmas season. and it's sooooooooooooooooo-so nice it's even in tagalog!!!!!!XDDDD haha! i'm over right? haha! BUT i just couldn't contain my joy on the simplicity and sweetness and coolness and winner-ness of it! haha! MAN, it'a just, so...haha! Christmasssy!!!!


ok, you see, i've been ever aware of the fact that sir ra *one of my uber adored persons* is ever a Yakulter/Yakultist/Yakult-follower, a Yakult. haha! he just loves Yakult. period. haha! and the fan-girl in me is so aware of that so when i saw my updates and saw that he's got a new Christmassy post and saw Yakult..i was like...ok..Yakult and Christmas....i'm a fan-girl. i'd click this one....not expecting that i would be oh-so-so-so-so touched to a point that my heart is like smiling right now. haha. i'm so mababaw. really.

at ang arte ko ah?! I'M SO MABABAW?! MAYAMAN?! haha! nah..char! the thing is, ok, it's still a commercial move but for some weird reason i just really felt the sweetness and sincerity and simplicity of such simple deed of printing those sweet letters at that one crucial and specific *crucial?!* part of the teeny-bitsy bottle of joy that Yakult is. compared to "Merry Christmasses" and "Maligayang Paskos" printed all over the place, like, err..shopping bags, yummy-yummy ham cartons and...every other stuffs, that, i'm not saying that i don't appreciate ah, but, of it all, Yakult's deed, for me, was the sweetest. haha,  to me it really seemed so personal as if the bottle's talking to me or something...haha...ok. i'm starting to hallucinate.  haha! don't you just love the season? haha! everyone's a lil nicer, smiles are given easier and there's just this warm and kind spirit all over the place! add the soothing weather!




the thing is, that one thing made me realize that happiness is all over the place and it comes in different forms and it's just, helloooooow. all over the place. so is the Christmas spirit.and,for crying out loud,it's a give-away! haha! SOMETIMES, the mere declaration of wanting to find it *happiness or let's say, feeling the Christmas spirit* is not enough, WE SOMETIMES, have to stop, breath in, or take a seat, and in my case, look closer. that will then make us realize that it's long been sweetly and simply there, you were just too busy looking somewhere else.


i hope you got me.. haha! i think i just wan't able to explain it good enough. haha!


and to multiply, this is me being "ranty". why is it that our smiley's here have witches and cats and clocks and thumbs and dogs and ...why is that we don't have hollies or mistletoes or something a lil related to Christmas?........i am thankful, i am thankful. hehe..just "pathetic-ly" and selfishly thinking out load.




you see...i can relate Christmas... with...this.....parol?
or...this..you know...Christmas...lights?
or...yeah...Christmas! just you know...being...errr...hehe...ermn.


and since I'm Christmassy, I actually think I'm related to Santa Clause, I might as well end this post with my evurr fave hollies!





P.S.

15 more days!

“Bored” is better than “problematic”.

I am not bored and I am not problematic. But I think I’m problematic. So yeah…go figure.

Ok. This is an update-update-update on yeah…well, my life? Haha. Ermn. I am not bored and I am not problematic, like ok, I’m healthy and all, and all my family members are clinically sane *Yeah. It’s only now that I had the chance to watch MMK’s Rehas Episode with Ms. Gina Pareno and it was..touching.:) And I didn’t know Sid went naked there…Sid is intense. I love Sid.:D Go Batch ’81!:D* but, I really think I have some issues. Like, not ozone-layer, end-of-the-world stuffs but…I dunno, like what I’ve said to a friend who just called me a while ago, I think I’m about to cross “the Crossroad”. *It was so gay. I know.*Oh my frucking glue, did I just thought of Britney Spears? Her movie?  The one that flunked? Did she have a movie titled Crossroads? Why did it ever cross my mind? Is that the reason why my life is somewhat a mess right now? Is Britney Spears the reason?

 Oh ok.

 I am not really that much of a rant person and for two weeks now, I’ve been wanting to make a secret blog account so that I could spill all the dirty and heavy non-senseseses about my life over there and not here at my, err, happy lightee-lightee-life-is-good site. Haha. *No, I was kidding. Life is happy. Life is beautiful and I love my theme and how my site’s been doing. I, like everybody else, just really have “days”.*Ok, I am not bitter and I am not out of my mind, but yeah, though most of the time I do look like I’m out of my mind, but, I really didn’t wanna do this but I felt like it, so, the hell?

First and foremost, I am a Christmas person. So much. That I celebrate it year-long and we start playing Christmas songs come September. So..ok. I  forgot why I mentioned that but I guess that’d have to do for now. 

Ok.

How shall I do this? Praise the person who coined the idea of bulleting. Imma need it right now. My mind is so active right now, I just couldn’t quite figure out what to say first.

 

*blank*

 

See? For a nanosecond I was thinking about how my mind could travel to Namibia in a blink and all of a sudden my brain went blank.

Firstee…I hate the fact that my blue mp3 player isn’t working anymore, I lo-lo-lo-love it so much for I get to record whatever’s on my mind and I get to actually grasp the thoughts that I actually had and really-really-really get to understand "me". Ok . That was so wrong. I am a stranger to myself? Oh well, I think at a certain point we sometimes all are. Oh ok. Imma make this quick.

 

 

FRIENDSTER:

Tonight, I, after ten years reeeally checked out my Friend Requests. For the past months, year maybe, I’ve been ever, I dunno how to term it, stern? Pathetic? Snob in a good manner? I dunno…you see, I have, let’s see…*counting*  as of press time, 85 Friend Requests from various individuals that I am yet to approve or just I dunno, allow to hang in there. You see, I love the wolrd! I love strangers! I love meeting new sets of friends! BUT. As I’ve matured within the past months *yes, just these past months that I realized that for a while, like the whole of my college life, I really haven’t been thinking.* certain stuffs just became more complicated than they already are and I just had to be strict (?) certain (?) specific (?) when it comes to approving Friend Requests. You see, I’m no star, I’m no Ms. Universe, I’m no web-sensation, and, I would like to clear that I am no celebrity feeler for, ok, WHO AM I?! But, I am really specific regarding adding friends for, of course, old school reasons that I believe I don’t really have to state anymore. And besides, I have 24 thousand secrets that I am still not very willing to share to everyone for, life is complicated and like I’ve said, I’ve been having major issues about myself, and I love life and all, but I don’t really feel like welcoming some new indivi..

 

*OK. Brown out. Hello, Beaver Lopez?! Where’s our electricity?! So much of “may liwanag ang buhay..”

Good thing my laptop’s loaded and everything that I’ve just written didn’t fly for really, I would’ve died. I’ve been wanting to type my heart out for the longest time and now that I actually had the chance and motivation and actual “feel” to do it, you’d take away my electricity?! Thank God, I have Juju, my Jurassic but lovable and ever handy dandy laptop. Aylabyu Mami en Dadi.*

So there…or maybe…this is a sign..maybe…God’s trying to tell me that I’m being funny and there’s no such thing as bitterness or any emotion cousin, second-cousin, auntie, grandmother  to the word, that is actually happening in my life, and that life is beautiful and I’m just being emo about it? Maybe.

 

Ok…so yeah…moving ahead…I don’t really feel like welcoming, ok, by any chance that somebody will arrive, I will be ever happy and joyous and will welcome that person with pink balloons and all, AND it’s not like I’m making sense here…haha…for, I know that it isn’t so true and realistic that *OH MY GOD. WHY AM I MAKING SUCH A BIG FUSS OUT OF IT?! I HATE MYSELF.*

I should stop.

So yeah…what I am saying is, to all those persons (real friends, real classmates, real neighbors, real persons that I am really related to in one way or another )who’ve been patient enough to not cancel their invites given that at a certain degree they must’ve been pissed for why such a person, no-celebtiry and all like me would act like such a primadonna bitch and not add them all at once given that I really know them, fact is, I have a truckload of invites, ok, truckload was exaggerated, but, yeah, ok, pageload of invites..ok.

Juju is giving up. Two more minutes and he’ll loose energy. I hate you, Beaver Lopez. Will continue when electricity’s up…

.......

again, on FRIENDSTER:

to all those persons (real friends, real classmates, real neighbors, real persons that I am really related to in one way or another )who’ve been patient enough to not cancel their invites given that at a certain degree they must’ve been pissed for why such a person, no-celebrity and all like me would act like such a primadonna bitch and not add them all at once given that I really know them, fact is, I have a truckload of invites, ok, truckload was exaggerated, but, yeah, ok, page load of invites AND sometimes, just sometimes, it really is hard to look your name up most specially when you use logos of bands and/or your pet's latest picture. BUT. I promise you that I will be checking it again, for, yes, I think I’ve already approved about five and, will be approving once more, once time permits! I think I’m done with the first 15 invites, for, really, I check the connection, AND if, we’re really not connected OR you’re not a friend of my sister OR my brother OR you’re not from UPLB OR not from Canossa, then, there’s a fat chance that I do not approve of the request. The thing that made things hard for me is the added fact that I only approve. I never would want to reject anybody for, it’s just not right and I believe that simple act is still considered rejecting and I never would wanna do that. So, if by any chance, any body who’s in direct compliance of the opposite of the earlier mentioned descriptions who sent me an invite is reading this, then, it’s your chance to cancel it, now.

And to my friends who’ve long been in the stack, you can always message me and/or press the resend button to let me know that you’re stuck in my invites and would wanna stop seeing me whenever you view your pending invites.  I am forever thankful.

 

And to those who are forever asking why I ain’t updating my primary photo. INOYB.  Haha. No, I believe I don’t owe anybody an explanation and it’s really not that big of a deal and it’s my life so, if you’re the type of person who changes his/her primary photo every nanosecond possible that you had a new I-am-so-beautiful-this-is-sooo-for-friendster-pic then, I am happy for you. I am just really not that type.

 

 *I am such. Within the duration of this blog post, I got over the "days" drive and...I am so normal and happy and, me again.*

ALSO.

 

To all my LIVE friends, LIVE meaning, wanting to connect, interact and share their lives with me, who’ve been having a hard time contacting me at my Globe number and make me show up at events, I have this to say.

 

It is not of question if I love you guys or not, for really, it’s a given, I do. So much. To bits.

Just that, lately, I just really had to reconnect with the monster in me and see what’s it like to be on the dark side. If you can’t see me and it’s a school day, I am not around. Really. I am so boring  these days. I am either at class, in the library, at the comfort room, my bed. To be at places other than the places mentioned, it’s just not possible. And believe me, I’m working on it. I wanna have dinners and laugh-fests with you guys again but, I just feel like being like this for now. So…yeah…but… I am working on becoming as normal as possible, as soon as possible, come Monday or Sunday night, I will load my Globe phone and start sending smileys at least. Anyhow, these are facts:

• My  Globe phone, aside the fact that it’s owner isn’t normal, isn’t normally functioning. Well, it’s owner actually. To tell you. I am one lazy monster pretending to be human and I am really having a hard time on the act ever so lately. Haha. No. My Globe phone’s memory is full. SO FULL. But, it can still receive messages just that, I don’t get to read the full message anymore, I only get to read the preliminaries. I have 1,823 messages in my Inbox. 144 to be opened yet. I believe, once I start deleting, I’ll get to full read your messages already. Well, actually, I could, but it’s just too hard. To read a message at full, I have to turn off my phone first and then on of course, and then read that one message all at once for in a second or two, my phone would be so full with processes, realize that it lacks memory and would stop reading. It’s a handy bitchy Jurassicky mini computer. I only do the turn on and off process on extremely important-looking messages. And I believe you’d understand why.
• But, on times that my phone is on, I do get to know that you text me, your names still appear and it, may it be a group message or not, never fails to m